Some time, we try and we pretend to be solid and firm in front of our freinds, family, colleague and many others peoples who contact in our daily life.
Being a human, we park ourself in a static point and where we stop, here where we are! if you keep everything inside, you'll continue to weaken yourself. Time and clock will continue to passed, yet is there where you're today. Is not because you look at your past, it just because you dissatisfied with your past, unable it leave it and not able to bring out either. I know, this feeling gonna be hurt, sad, feel lonely, and demotivated you in many areas.
As when you have relationships problem arise, you'll watch over your shadow and park where you stop, look at the back again. Counting peoples who betrayed you, dishonestly, leaved you, hurt you, blamed you... you end up, still stayed at that point but age never waiting for us. Without realise, we past 20 yrs, 30 yrs, line by line and some even getting better.
We don't want to be at age 30 or 40, when we looked back, we are still park at past 20 yrs ago. Bring yourself out and share with those you believe and trust most. The strongest entity is your inner, not outter, if inner is weak, outter would not able to cover you forever. You should know much more better than me. When you upset, how much effort you try to smile, those who close with you, will able to see from your face.
Outter is just a surface of our inner. Only then a beauty will growth within if your heart is pure and clear. We shall park as age move and never let it stay behind, not because we kiasu, but it what we deserve where we suppose to be. God love you and he never let you down, even a second that coincident you search my blog and found it your faith. I would not able to move every where to explain the same things around the world. But my little words, if able to make you become a difference, and may be i would be the one who need your advice and support one day.
I dare not promise and answer. Because I believe...
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